I Have Waited Too Long

You expected things to last
but it doesn't.
the longer one waits
nothing shall ever show

What is this about me then?
I get things, but I am never satisfied.
All this I want to cry.

But how can I think of what is right?
I felt pulled away from my personality
I can enver really be the same

Something consumes my soul
that hole that couldn't be
filled with the possessions.
I have waited too long.

Nothing Will Suffice

I am so emotionally broken
I do not know what is what
Nothing will suffice

this emptiness I have
Shall be filled with
Nothing but my dark thoughts

The Friends I think I have
Do they honestly understand
How I see things

to the boyfriends that make
Me think has me listening
to his thoughts

For my heart beats
But is lonely
Isolated from the place

Night and Day

From this sleepless night
I have a wakeless day
This emotional fight
Isn't going my way

From this feeling of insecurity
I seclude myself from everyone else
Because I can't be me.

Tears falling from my eyes
To my own heart
I so depise

Can you feel

Can you feel my heart break..
Can you see a simple mistake..
Can you make it better again.
Through all the times..
Just as friends

Do you know how I feel?
Do you believe what is real?
Do you see the fateful day?
Do you know what to say?

Have you heard life's dieing breath?
Have you seen the many deaths?
Have you chosen the right path?
Have you known the the truth all along?

Many questions.. sometimes they can't be answered.
Many tried... but it ended to be be inconclusive.

but..

Can you feel my heart break?
Do you know how I feel?
Have you heard's life's dieing breath?

Breathless, Softless, Warmless, Sweetless

I have breathless feeling in my system.
I think...
It makes me cry
I feel the softless touch on my skin.
I wonder...
It makes me hide
I fear the warmless looks in my eyes.
I stand...
It makes me sit.
I hear the sweetless joy in my ears.
I listen...
It makes me hit the floor.

Friendship

Things happen... People change

Then your whole life gets rearranged.

To destiny's call.... to your own will.

When you think... time stands still.

Everything enduring what has to be.

We are here... for you to be free.

You are never alone... please not forget.

Your friends you love... you will never regret.

We will pick you up when you are down.

Just to make you smile... when you have a frown.

Even though we make our mistakes and lies...

Everything you have never dies.

Learning from the past, and apply to the now...

We take our stand no matter how...

much you want to do your will..

You think of your friends... time will stand still

An Image Through a Broken Glass

An image through a broken glass.

A heart been broken before.

A life the has been hurt.

No love nor pain.

No lost nor gain.

Just mediocre.

A reflection in the water

The ripple effect.

Just how one thing is saidaffects the whole unit

Just life not love

Just twice not once

Soon we will all regret