I gave it all and have been lied to for the last time.
I feel so cold and angry....
but I did it to myself.
I told you everything in hopes that something can work,
but I was a foolish girl who believed in something that didn't work.
I want to cry...
why did I do this?
I knew it was wrong but I went for it anyways.
Thinking that you were different.
I was completely wrong...
There's nothing else.
I knew you leave soon and hoped that you may be with me
for a small amount of time before you head out.
I was only dreaming...
this wish will never come true.
I have given too much and will not allow that to happen again.
My heart is fragile and won't stand for it anymore.
I wish you the best...
May you be happy.
