I guess this is it.
I guess it is good-bye.
These dreams that I hold on to,
tell me to try.
I cannot see you, hold you... too late.
No matter how many times I contemplate...
calling you.
Because everything is at stake.
I do not want to jeopardize what we both have.
The life, the love, the good, and the bad.
I hope you read this, and never forget.
That we both said, we had no regrets.
Mistakes we both made, and, now, it comes to an end.
I say good-bye to you, my past friend.
1 comment:
This is really good poetry. I can feel the emotions as you were writing this. I am assuming that this is a break up or the death of a loved one. For me I have never been in a relationship and I don't have a lot of friends, but I know how it feels to lose one that you have place a lot of trust in.
I hated my friend for what they did I felt so betrayed and crushed from all of the lies they told me and how they played with my feelings. I shut them out and completely blocked them out of my life. And the best part was when they came crawling back to you begging for forgiveness.
And I forgave him. Because I realized that he had no one. That he was suffering from loneliness, and depression, and what he needed was a friend to tell the truth to. The problem was that he was to scared and didn't know how.
"Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you."
Sometimes you just need to face them and just sit down and just talk. Because my friend looked fine on the outside, he kept going with school and I thought everything would go away after some time had passed.
What happened between us really broke my heart and I thought giving myself some space and avoiding contact with him would help but he got worse. I told my friend that I forgave him for all that he did but I didn't want to talk to him anymore. And he said thank you to me. He looked fine on the outside he was smiling and talking with other people but he ended up committing suicide over break.
It is not my place to say anything or tell you what to do but my advice take the initiative and sit down and talk with them. Let them know you care and that there is a bright side to things before it becomes to late.
“Sometimes you put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to break them down”-Socrates
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