The End to the Beginning

An ambulance arrives around 1:03am to the house of a dear friend.
Little did she know that this would be the end
The end to a friend whose loneliness consumed her.
No one can comprehend.

Those who loved her were baffled by her actions
Her actions for pain gave her temporary satisfaction.

She smiled on the outside
Her true feelings, she had to hide
Even though her friends were by her side
Oblivious to the feelings had to hide behind the smile from the outside
Alone she cried.

Everyone loved her, everyone cared
Her mistakes and decisions were too much for her to bare
At times she stared at the disorganized soul that she attempted to share.

But ha enough, the final straw
Her broken soul had never felt so raw.
The anguish she had began to gnaw
at her mind and soul that no one saw.

There was no other  way out of this mess.
As time went on, she never felt blessed,
but obsessed with this mess that left nothing but stress
This temporary action, she thought was the best.

She didn't think about her future
Or the longevity of her life.
Instead, on this day, she would end her life
by the dull blade of the knife.

Now they mourn
A family so torn.
Torn by the event that told by the scars she worn.